Sometimes, you have no idea whatever is happening is creating sadness to others. But you just seem so selfish & just do stuffs you want just becos that makes you happy. Why are you so selfish? I've did whatever i can do, but you just take it for granted. Then what else you want me to do? You said you'll try to get back like last time, till now, i don't know if you even tried or not. You've made me lost trust in your already, what more do you want?! He said to just let it be natural, i also just want it to be natural like how it was from 2008 till this year, 29th June. However, it seems like it will never gonna happen no matter how long i've wished for it. Do you still remember that you gave me 10wishes to make. Till now, i only made 2. If i ever ask you to fufil the other 8 wishes, can you still let it happen? Or it doesn't count anymore? Hah. I've told him, i've told her that i'll never want to cry for you again. But in the end, i still did. I've bear with the pain & tears for weeks. Thinking that i would be so strong to just go through this whole stupid shit. & yes, i'm just fucking so not strong that i've cried for you again k. How useless can i fucking be? When will it be a HABIT to see scenes i don't like & thinking its totally alright?! Yes, maybe i've did something wrong, but does that mean that i deserve all this treatment? Just becos of that, you wanna treat me like that?! Why can't you just TREASURE the changes I've made. Appreciate it & DON'T take it for granted. Just think about it, one day, you get all this back when you've sacrifice sooooooooo muchhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Did sooooooooooooo muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. & what you get back is ALL THIS SHIT. Do you feel happy about it?! Won't you feel sad?! PISS.

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