Love. ♥
I totally
agree with the image above. :)
I guess everyone in this world actually do not know what is actually love & know how it feels even how much they've gone through.
Love, can be just a word, but, it has a lot of feelings in it, it goes through a lot of process, it changes our life, it changes the real us to someone different when in front of someone you love, it makes us feel happy, it makes us feel sad, it makes us feel secure, it makes us feel insecure, it makes us go haywire, & definitely, it makes you jealous ttm. A word "love" can actually make us feel so much & change so much. But what is actually the true meaning of love? & love actually gives us happiness or sorrows? Until now, i don't think anyone's answer is reliable to me.
At times, in a relationship, its better to tell the truth than telling lies just to avoid hurting the other party. However, the party telling lies, have no idea the impact of it when the other party finds out everything is just a lie from the beginning. Yes, i guess this is the only thing i agree from her, you're just too afraid to let either of us get hurt. & you'll never know, sometimes telling now is better than continue delaying. The longer it is, the greater the hurt. & you just probably don't know what exactly you want now. You're just letting it go with the flow, thinking its ok, but actually, its not at all.
Falling in love is not nice when the other party do not like you, being in love is nice, falling out of love is not nice. Its alternate. Cool or what.
I want to fall in love once again, but i'm afraid of the process of letting go of the relationship becos i'm afraid of getting hurt again, i'm afraid of crying again, i'm afraid of everything that WILL happen. I'm not being a coward, i'm just being too emotional & i'm just someone who actually believe the word love. & i'm just someone who is so stupid to believe that
you, will not leave me &
you will stay with me forever, loving the only me the most, in your life. Also, to get in love so deeply.
I may sound stupid now, but if you go through the process of "true love", you'll actually know how i feel.
In school, many funny things happen. Out of school, many funny things happen too. But i just dont seem to remember it now. :/ Hmm, haha. Each day(except Saturdays & Sundays), there will be the same routine happening to me. Wake up early, go school, study, talk, play, daydream, use computer, sleep. It may be boring doing things repeatedly, especially things you don't wanna do. But have you ever thought that, doing the same things everyday, same things happening everyday is better than knowing something bad & happening something bad? & i will choose the repeatedly activities than having good news for some days & bad news for some days. Becos, its the best choice, for me. :)
& therefore, i shall end my post here. Loves.