8:54 PM Friday, March 19, 2010
Secondary 3 is a level which is harder to study than Secondary 1 & 2. & CAs, i know i've worked hard. Maybe for other subjects, i didn't. But for those subjects that i really worked hard, i failed, i dont blame myself or whatever. I know i've studied hard, but my mother don't.
She think i didn't study hard at all, & she expect me not to fail any subjects for the next exam. Hah, i wonder if i can or not. I don't think i can. Everybody know that Sec 3 is hard, but only my fucking bloody hell mother dont understand. -.- Which is damn fucking sucky.
I asked her to try studying Sec 3, hah, she bloody scold me like shit. -.- Cb. Sec 3 isn't as easy as what she think. She think as long as i pay attention in class, i study like twice or triple than others i will definitely stand out. PUI AH!
Fyi Karen Lye, i do pay attention in class, its just depends if the teacher know what are they teaching, do they teach well or not. They dont teach well, even the whole day i keep my bloody mouth shut, i will go home not knowing anything still you bloody hell fucking get this fucking thing right.
Lastly, even i study twice or triple than others, if others are just naturally smart, no matter how much i put in i may do well but i will not stand out. I will NEVER beat 306 people. So just get it. I bet if you study, hah! You study 10times than those you cannot even win me.
Ya, im stupid. Regretted giving birth to me?!!! Then sell me away. HAH! Go find a clever daughter that pleases you. Alright? That makes you happy also makes my happy. But please sell me to a mother who understands people well. :) Thank you. -.-